Stephanie--Bunny to me--She was my older sister. I am NUMB and so VERY hurt that my sister-- My beautiful sister is gone. I still feel so connected and I sill think she's going to call me any minute during my day to say, "What are you doing?", Or, "Can you come by for a sec?" I took her to some of her doctor appointments and to the sore--(Her car had quit on her), and I knew she needed these things. I just feel I wish I could have helped her more, but she didn't let on about her doctor visit so much and when I questioned she always said she was following her doctor's requests--Not my concern. She was private about that alot and yet I wished I had known more. I'll always wish that I could have questioned the doctors and I wish that I didn't frustract her when I asked. Her Indian-like features in her face, told me to mind my business and I did, mostly. She was stubborn and I'll miss her so much. She had our Dad's featues of keeping that quiet, and she had his great hair, that I wished I had. But I still wish now I could have known more of what she was going through. I loved her and miss her and now I know she's not in need for doctor's visits.
She loved her family, she loved watching tennis and bastketball games with all of us. She loved a good meal and her slimness defied any heaviness. She lived Bon Vovi, Christmas music and Whitney Houston. I'll watch tennis and basketball without her, and I loved Bon Vovi and Whitney, too. I wish her PEACE and no need for any more doctors.
Stephanie--Bunny to me--She was my older sister. I am NUMB and so VERY hurt that my sister-- My beautiful sister is gone. I still feel so connected and I sill think she's going to call me any minute during my day to say, "What are you doing?", Or, "Can you come by for a sec?" I took her to some of her doctor appointments and to the sore--(Her car had quit on her), and I knew she needed these things. I just feel I wish I could have helped her more, but she didn't let on about her doctor visit so much and when I questioned she always said she was following her doctor's requests--Not my concern. She was private about that alot and yet I wished I had known more. I'll always wish that I could have questioned the doctors and I wish that I didn't frustract her when I asked. Her Indian-like features in her face, told me to mind my business and I did, mostly. She was stubborn and I'll miss her so much. She had our Dad's featues of keeping that quiet, and she had his great hair, that I wished I had. But I still wish now I could have known more of what she was going through. I loved her and miss her and now I know she's not in need for doctor's visits.
She loved her family, she loved watching tennis and bastketball games with all of us. She loved a good meal and her slimness defied any heaviness. She lived Bon Vovi, Christmas music and Whitney Houston. I'll watch tennis and basketball without her, and I loved Bon Vovi and Whitney, too. I wish her PEACE and no need for any more doctors.
